..MaAnnE..

Damn it!!.. it hurts.. it hurts so so sooo bad… that i cudnt even cry because i know it wouldnt be enough to make me feel better…

i always think of this thing would happen, but when it finally did, im still shocked to feel that it still hurts and i cant do anything about it anymore becoz what’s done is done..

i thought i had prepared for it, i havent..